First Professional Experience

It has given me the proper exposure to be a proper leader. Reason for leaving the company in the first place is lack of Industrial culture Knowledge. No Engineer in India taught about the Industrial position. There is so many classification of jobs, someone will get lost. If you tell someone about the job profile, they will not understand. First of all, I never know during my engineering college days that there is  group of company who specifically make mother boards and there is specifically group of companies who make IC on them. There is separate profile for people to check. So another main reason is hectic work time. At first, it was 8 to 6 job, then it got worse. I used to spend 16 hours of a day at the company and on the road. Why have i done that? Because, I was morally boosted to work for a company and believed that, all the companies in the world, works like this. I read Bhagavat Gita and Work is worship. I never cheated on my work until i found there is no meaning by working for someone, who has not valued your work and honesty. It was a small private company. So all the rules are depend on the single person. So sticking to the process is very very difficult. I am telling this, because it has a very good impact on my decision to quit the company. Because of such a single minded company policy, we never go beyond his thought. All the managers and leaders used to satisfy him. People who has seen the different company culture(mainly the experienced Employees) started to leave the company. It was very difficult to manage the work with the new work force and little knowledge about the leadership. Though I was handling a team within a year out of my college but i am barely surviving. New professional challenges lead to the extra hour work out and cut out of the external world. No News, No friends, No Enjoyment. So I started to go to depression stage and thinking about the value of life. Which create the very big change in my life. I decided to look beyond the Life of professional. The work life balance is more important than the frustrated professional careerer. I was not able to decide what is best in those particular situation, I was doing, what made the owner of the company Happy and How I will be on a blind and safe side. I started to cheat on my work. I started to cheat our customer. I started to think, if i would have enough courage and skills to speak for myself and What I want to do for the company, then it would have been a different life for me. Now i think, that would be a bad idea. Looking at my life now, I feel, I have taken a good decision.